I read somewhere some time ago that most people inadvertently compare the worst parts of themselves to the best parts of other people.
Don’t do this. It’s a trap!
Spending all your time on focusing on someone else’s dream is not the way to go in life. Sure for a while it might benefit you, like an income, but in the end it detracts resources and time from your dreams. You want success? Focus on yourself. Invest in yourself. Believe in yourself.